Have A Little Faith 8/13

When it comes to relationships with people,
Magnetic pulls are the most dangerous.
The ones with blind faith and undeserved trust.
You think you're in love.
When all it is in fact, is pure lust.
Your eyes and heart are being filled with stars.
So bright they're reflecting.
All the dreams you've ever believed.
Not for one moment do you think you're being deceived.
Just feeling this love and living this dream.
Without a care.
Without a worry.
Even though lies are methodically slipping out,
Slipping through their teeth.
I'm oblivious because this love has made me naive.
Made me vulnerable and weak.
Dependant on this new best friend.
Sharing personal thoughts, experiences, and wishes.
All to have you disappear.
The shock makes me unable to accept it.
In this second,
In this moment.
No more fields of wildflowers.
Now nothing but anger is growing.
Like a pesky weed.
I feel like I'm on fire.
Like I'm glowing.
Amber orange.
These positive thoughts are being forged.
Playing make believe,
Never ending fairy tales,
And prince charming's,
Leaves you sick, Pale, And frail.
Like you're lucky to find a cure to your rare disease.
In order for your body body to accept it,
It has to fit perfectly or your body will reject it.
Risking death for a chance to live.
Kind of like your fragile heart you choose to willingly give.
Without the guarantee of it being accepted.
Just like with life,
It may be taken for granted.
It may be stolen,
And lost for you to find on purpose.
Because its not about the destination.
Its about the journey.
So be careful what you wish for.
You may just receive.
It could be beautiful.
Or a painful relief.
A lesson meant to teach.
A barrier to breach.
In the middle of a class 5 rapid,
A branch to reach.
To open your eyes.
Appreciate.
That at the end of each day,
You get what you truly need.
Everything's going to be ok.
So if you nothing left.....Keep your faith.
Hold onto a reason to believe.